小璇

小璇是我朋友裡面涮是best friend的. 我們兩個有時候很像. 今天我讀了她寫的blog後就感覺心痛. 雖然我被xx叫softhearted, 但是我是真的感覺很guilty. As I've mentioned before, I love my friends, so it hurts to find out how the chain that held us for 2 years was crumbling. I want to stop that from happening, but it's really hard to stay away from 小鈞. If I was a sugar addict, he'd be the cheesecake. The only reason I get so mentally attached to him is because I know that he has no interest in me other than friendship. But this solid pull breaks the chain further. I haven't been paying a lot of attention to 小璇 and it has negative consequences. If I lost her, then my life would have another hole. I'd have lost another 'best friend' and probably fall into the depression I did in 7th. I'm not sure really on what'd happen to me, but I know it's not good. I feel like I'm pointing out too many negative things about her. How it often feels like she flirts too often or that she has too high a confidence like 小Potatoe. I feel so guilty to have these negative thoughts of one of my closest friends.
But I just don't know what to do.

~小欣

我的生活

今天學校下課我就已經興情不太好了.

During the entire day, I felt that everything that people said where things that were said before. Everything was 無聊and repeated. It was like listening to the same conversation that happened a year ago. It was seriously annoying.

Almost every day, I'd hear my one of my best friends rant on about '喔!他有夠rude的!他...' and on and on. I really do get sick of it--honestly. In addition, there are times when I see her communicating to the guys in our school and it looks like she's flirting with them. Take for example: Today when she handed her mp3 to 小名(I'll refer to people with a 小_), he was looking through her songs, but then she laughed and commented how he was 'molesting her mp3'. Technically, you can't molest an mp3. I really hate talking behind my friends' backs, but this is my blog and my honest feelings. If you can't stand seeing the content, then don't read it. 去看別人的, don't read mine.

It's not that my blog's completely about bad things about my friends. That's just mean. I talk about things that happen too in school or my sad [dammit xD] emo life. So understand what I use this for before you bias it for a rant-blog.

Rofl. I'm harsh and I know it =)
~小欣