快瘋掉了

我的ICP和Spanish 3沒救了
兩個都快掛了...
我真想要所有的一切快結束. 真的快受不了了.

My relationships are failing completely. My parents think I cherish my friends over them. That's what they conclude from what they see. What they don't see is that I have my little life outside of home too. It's not that I want to break apart from them and just leave without saying 'thank you', but I live in a current time where I want to be able to live my own life, without others controlling it. My friends probably think I cherish one friend over another. Everything's so tangled up in itself I just want everything to end.

To make things worse, it's everything I've done to myself. I've caused myself all this pain and frustration. All these cuts--this torn flesh. I can't even take care of my own self. How can I take care of others if my life is in its own dilemma?

I feel that I'm losing my mind...slowly bit by bit
It ticks away like that clock.
So loudly.
I don't want to be sent to a hospital.
I don't want those white rooms.
That empty feeling.
I don't want to die alone.

I want to cut deeper. I want to jump...but I can't die. I can't be so selfish as to take my own life.
Wasting my time.
My life.
I'm not going to the Frolic anymore.

--小欣

Tokyo Drift and other stuff

So I updated my flashfetish so that it goes with my blog's new looks and yes! I added new songs^^. You'll see Jikan yo Tomare in Bakarang3r's because he's the one who sent that addicting song to me. If you're interested, check out Superbia Mafiosa's song: Gekidou Girl's Version. The original was sung by UVERworld, and I don't know who these females are, but it's pretty hilarious. Imagine D. Gray-Man's 4th opening using this female version. The mental image is just hilarious.

Hey, 小愷, how come I keep smelling you in my house? O.o

Anyway, yes, I like posting lyrics (I hope you'll have noticed). Tokyo Drift (Teriyaki Boyz) is seriously not a new song, but it's lyrics are seriously interesting. Really random, but captivating--and reminds me of The World Ends With You (TWEWY - Square Enix). I was really hesitant in posting this since I love my 稻香 post a lot, but since I'm feeling pretty tired, I won't argue with myself and just post this weird song. Thanks JpopAsia for the lyrics =) (I deleted the Romanji version by the way, the post was taking too much space. You can go to JpopAsia for them, sorry.)

Kanji:

ハイ！ワ・タ・シ・テリヤキボーイ 「あっ」と言う間吹き飛ばすノイズ
邁進してますんでっゲトるペンの数も増えてます
ベーシックはサプライズで マジ毎日がアブナイゼ!!
忍者風、賢者風だけど芸者 BAPEの惑星からの使者

You see me in the parking lot 7-11 is the spot
Bikes with wings and, shiny things and, Lions, tigers, bears, oh my Ride
We're furious and fast Supersonic like JJ FAD and,
We ride till the wheels are flat
Can't beat that with a baseball bat

Like a 公安九課 トグサ マテバ良い是非即採用 インターセプターして
国際的犯罪はバンザイ ホラ Hands up ファイルがbomb落とすと踊りだす今夜の
4 Boys from ファーストコート　どうささやく　ワタシのゴーストは?

I wonder if you know, how they live in Tokyo (ハイ!)
If you seen it, then you mean it,
Then you know you have to go
Fast & Furious (キタ~) (Drift, Drift, Drift)
Fast & Furious (キタ~) (Drift, Drift, Drift)

Japan毎日ドキドキです　ヒートアイランド"とびとび"です
萌える容姿で「ぼちぼちねぇ～」手招きで誘う
「こっちこっちへ」ヒートアップで踊りそう
街中すべって乗り込む　めっちゃ変わり者でもシャッフル!!!!
ごちゃごちゃのFast and Furious

It's gotta be the SHOES, Gotta be the FURS
That's Why Ladies CHOOSE ME
All up in the NEWS, cuz we so CUTE
That's why we so HUGE
HARAJUKU GIRLS know how I フェール
They RESPECT cuz I keeps it リアル
...I'm not a 「CHINA-MAN」 cuz I ain't from CHINA, MaaaN
I-AM-JAPAN-MAN

WA TA SHI WA TO KI O SU KI
("You see him come and go out of the black Benz SLR.")
WA TA SHI NO KU RU MA SU TE KI
("I wonder where he get that kind of money?")
A NA TA MO TO KI O SU KI
("Don't worry about it.")
A NA TA NO KU RU MA SU TE KI
"Let's Go."

I wonder if you know, how they live in Tokyo (ハイ!)
If you seen it, then you mean it,
Then you know you have to go
Fast & Furious (キタ~) (Drift, Drift, Drift)
Fast & Furious (キタ~) (Drift, Drift, Drift)

I wonder if you know, how they live in Tokyo (ハイ!)
If you seen it, then you mean it,
Then you know you have to go
Fast & Furious (キタ~) (Drift, Drift, Drift)
Fast & Furious (キタ~) (Drift, Drift, Drift)

English Translations:

I wonder if you know
How they live in Tokyo (hai!)
If you see it, then you mean it,
Then you know you have to go
Fast and furious (Here it comes) (Drift, Drift, Drift)
Fast and furious (Here it comes) (Drift, Drift, Drift)

Welcome, sorry we kept you waitin'
Bustle all over, this city's performance
Just keep quiet and follow us for once
So classy that it fascinates throughout the world
That's Japan, It's Number One
Jump around, Now it's our turn
Teriyaki Boyz in the place to be
We'll show you, our original V.I.P.

Many many DIAMONDS DANGLIN'
Bag FULL O' MONEY, WE STRANGLIN'
Hate me, FRY me, BAKE Me, TRY ME
ALL The ABOVE cuz you can't GET IN
I don't want NO problems, Because me professional
Make you, Shake your ass, THANK YOU,
Haters Take it personal

Like a Kaneda versus Tetsuo, Neo Tokyo collapse?
Let's give off all the heat before it disappears
Let's go, Ardent desire, "zuhirugi-roppon",
Escort from the lab, "Say what?! Awesome!"
Not No.26, "NIGO"
Input Sol's coordinate on pinpoint

I wonder if you know
How they live in Tokyo (hai!)
If you see it, then you mean it,
Then you know you have to go
Fast and furious (Here it comes) (Drift, Drift, Drift)
Fast and furious (Here it comes) (Drift, Drift, Drift)

Hi! I'm Teriyaki Boy, This noise can blow you away just as you gasp
Well I'm rushin' like crazy, so the number of pens I get goes up as well
Suprise gotta be the basic, everyday's really damn risky
Ninja-style, Sage-style but still a Geisha, A messenger from the planet "BAPE"

You see me in the parking lot 7-11 is the spot
Fights with wings and, shiny things and Lions, tigers, bears, oh my Ride
We're furious and fast Supersonic like JJ FAD and,
We ride till the wheels are flat
Can't beat that with a baseball bat

Like a Public Safety Lesson Nine, "Togusa",
All you gotta do is wait, please instantly adopt, Go on and intercept
Banzai to international crime, come on and put your Hands up,
As soon as the file drops the bomb, tonight's
4 Boys from First Court starts dancin', wonder how my ghost's gonna whisper?

I wonder if you know
How they live in Tokyo (hai!)
If you see it, then you mean it,
Then you know you have to go
Fast and furious (Here it comes) (Drift, Drift, Drift)
Fast and furious (Here it comes) (Drift, Drift, Drift)

Yeah, Japan's everyday throbbin', just like Heat Island's skippin'
With turn-on looks, "So-so, I guess", they beckon' and tempt you
"Over, over here" about to start dancin' with all this heat-up
The whole city slide and join in, doesn't matter if you're a freak, go on and shuffle!!!!
Messed up Fast and Furious

It's gotta be the SHOES, Gotta be the FURS
That's Why Ladies CHOOSE ME
All up in the NEWS, cuz we so CUTE
That's why me so HUGE
HARAJUKU GIRLS know how I feel
They RESPECT cuz I keeps it real
...I'm not a "CHINA-MAN" cuz I ain't from CHINA, MaaaN
I-AM-JAPAN-MAN

I like Tokyo
My car is fantastic
You like Tokyo too
Your car is fantastic

(Girls Talking)
"You see him come and go out of the black Benz SLR."
"I wonder where he get that kind of money?"
"Don't worry about it."
"Let's Go."

I wonder if you know
How they live in Tokyo (hai!)
If you see it, then you mean it,
Then you know you have to go
Fast and furious (Here it comes) (Drift, Drift, Drift)
Fast and furious (Here it comes) (Drift, Drift, Drift)

~Lucietta