Uberlong Update

雖然12:15, 但我還在緊張考試 ><
好恐怖喔. 西班牙文又難又複雜. 我一定Fail. 還不是Asian Fail...還是Western Fail;_;
要死了要死了要死了要死了要死了要死了要死了~~~~

I was a bit surprised to hear 小愷say that I've become more open--in 3 months. Is it really the hairstyle? I've cut my hair in 6th and 8th and I was still emo then. Wao, how on earth did a punk (can't imagine him with spiked hair, but glad he doesn't take drugs) and a emo become friends? My life is strange.

I've personally always found him pretty...childish. Not in a negative way. Not immature either. He's pretty corrupted actually. Further corruption would probably be by reading yaoi manga (which I refuse to touch). It's just his personality. But then again, he's a new student and since he's been moving around a lot, his personality changes to adapt to the new enviroment. I don't know whether his current personality is real or not, but is sems to genuine it'd be hard to create and seem so realistic.

From what I know, he seems to die whenever he sleeps for less than 7 hours. On the hilarious part, I choked with laughter when he replied to my question on whether he gets nightmares the nights I give him a 'Good night and sweet dreams'. He replied with a 'I dream of you and I wake up screaming'. Rofl. First time someone would dream of me and actually wake up shrieking in fright. Yes, I know it's a joke, but it's really amusing.

Unfortunately, ever since 小愷 mentioned the fact that he moved around a lot, I wonder when he's going to leave again. It's not really a good idea to come at 9th and leave before high school graduation, and I really hope he's going to stay. It's rare to find a friend as interesting and entertaining as he is (no seriously, I really do get a bit bored when he's not around O.o), and I doubt it's just because he's a new student (maybe, I dunno). He's just rather fun to be with. If you're reading this, hah! Get uncomfortable right now~xD

In addition to everything, one of the most shocking thing was 小珍suddenly going out with 大Z when they'd just started meeting each other last Saturday. I know they've known each other before, but I'm just really surprised and all. Eeek. 9th grader and 11th grade! Not that ages matter the least bit, but the pairing was so surprising I didn't catch it until she told me she liked him. Now they're in a relationship and I'm just...eeked.

Happy talk now for a few sentences. RO2 is AWSOME =D
The game is just terrific and the graphics are stunning. I'm only a level 5 Recruit, but I'll catch up! I have got to! If you play EuphRO2, you can sometimes find me in n00blands (Adventure's Training Grounds) shooting at the Unripe Pukuis. My pc's called Cissnei (brown bun on head, want to get a hat tho), though I might use Gun once Tainted (小璇) goes on.

I don't feel like talking too much about myself because it's concieted to do so, but I just wanted to get down that it's not that I don't have an interest in 小鈞anymore...I'm more of stuck between not knowing who I like. I think I'm actually stuck between two people and can't choose, though since this blog's public, I'm not going to mention who. I'm not sure about anything really related to this love-ish topic so I'm just going to end here.

Well, since 小璇gets emails of my updates on my blog (this was such a blunt post =.=) and I don't want her to get the wrong idea of my first subject here, I'll wrap this up right now with no ribbons (ribons next time!)

~小欣

Friendship

不是我不喜歡朋友. I really love them…I’m born Aquarius and paranoid. So I used to have feelings that no one like me and all the emo things. It was more like I’m wasn't appreciated. Although I feel a comfortable aura when I’m with them, and that I’m accepted, there’s something there. I don’t know what it is, but is it possible that I’m really irritating? I feel like I’m getting pushed out by some of them, but sometimes when I’m talking to them, they’re normal and I don’t feel anything. It could be that my territorial-attitude is coming back, and that’s not good. But I find myself able to attach from friend to friend, though I’m always drawn strongly towards 小鈞. 大Z seems to be fine with being around me (everytime I see him, I see him as a brother). 小珍 seems fine still; she and 小桂still come find me (less for 小桂). I guess I've changed a lot though. I can't look and think that they want me to be with them, but I can look at them and not think that they don't want me to be with them. I guess I've healed a lot from my previous life. I've been laughing, joking, and smiling a lot. I've changed from the reclusive person I once was to what I am now. It's weird. Strange how a person can change so much in 2 years. I still swear every now and then.

I also just noticed how less my DeviantArt account was commented on, with the exception of my friends. But otherwise, my art isn't really commented or at least criticized. If you want to be nice cuz you're feeling warm and fuzzy, visit here and comment =} It'll make my day much more than favs.

~小欣